Unfair! Unfair! Unfair!

This is my first time in my life feeling so unfair. (Maybe)
Not vry much but today I do really feel this unfair flowing in my blood!

New "temp-staff" came in today, and...I dunno why...I feel a little bit jealousy upon him!
Maybe he is new and then he do thing better than me, I feel little bit jealousy!
But I dunno why that thinking feels so wrong!

Maybe shud I say like this, he is rich and that's why he gets more attention!
Or maybe, he really is did better than me!
Whatever is it, I feels unfair for just today!

I am making comparison among him and me.
There's no comparison with me and him suppose,
But...IT'S UNFAIR! REALLY UNFAIR!
ARGH! Shud I spill it out!

I don't care I am spilling it out!
I didn't get much attention from my first day of work.
And since he came, he gets a lot of attention.
Yes. I admit, I am jealous.
He is handsome, but I think I begin to dislike him even he is handsome.
I repeat, today is his first day working, and what he gets!
My uncle asked him out for lunch. My uncle is a big bz man, and I am his niece!
I know why my uncle treat him nice, because he is one of his friend's son,
But...but...but...I...I dunno what to say la!
My first day, he din even bring me out for lunch.
Maybe, my friends will say that I am stingy, yes I AM!
He did great, even better than me.
I think I shud think again, do I have the right to be jealous or stingy or getting attention.

God is always fair, this word always inside my mind now.
Yes, I believe that God is fair.

Suddenly, this being rich thingy is inside my mind.
Maybe he is rich so that's why he gets even more attention.
That's why I said there is no comparison between me and him.
He is rich, I am just...not so rich...I am just in the level of average poor.
Rich is everything I think. Maybe yes, rich is everything.

[THE END]