December!!!

Wow~~~
I haven't update my blog for that long~ OMG~~~
Ok...then...I'll begin my new day with the 1st of December!
Yay!
Maybe...because of Christmas...I |LOVE| it so much~~~

I started to miss him now...missing everyone...so...much~
I dunno why I have this weird feeling inside me...
He...he...he already moved out....from my heart~
He...really...moved out...directly out...
How come I dun feel sad at all...
I just has one feeling...which is...
Please be friend with me...I dun wanna continue to be like this...
You dun talk to me...ignore me...
One thing....I AM NOT INVISIBLE!

My new motto!
To be myself...
And...LET GO!!
I have to learn on how to let go~
I am not a kid anymore...
I have to let go something so that I can learn more....

So...Mr. LemonJam!
You listen here...I am now satisfied with you.
I am now sick and tired with your game...
I know what you think about me...
And I...will...accept it!
Thank you!
I give up on this relationship...doesn't mean that I hate you or anything...
(Sometimes do really hate you)
I just want to be friend with you...that's it!
Please...please...please be friend with me!
I mean it! Thank you!

2010 December! New me! Again!

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Finally~ I'm done!

That's good to hear a good news after my exam...but...NO!
I have no good news...but...I am happy enuf bcuz...TODAY IS MY FINAL PPR!
And...nothing liao...

I just found out that I haven done my last assignment yet...RUBY~~~ Whr r u???
I want you to help me...I dunno how to do...TT^TT
Why...CCPD...final assignment...SO DAM DIFFICULT ONE!

Next week holiday~ Yay~~
But just got one week holiday...fine so~
I have to work after one week...seems my time table is full from next next week...

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Exam done???

NOT YET!!! One down...FIVE to go!!! OMG~
But IIT Practical vry easy...my tot was like...
Are u kidding me...just this much???

In library...discussion room...wat shud I do now???
Start portfolio??? Revision??? Ah!!!! Wat to do???
Aiya! I think I shud entertain myself =)

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That's What Friends Are For

And I never thought I'd feel this way

And as for as I'm concerned

I'm glad I got the chance to say

That I do believe I love you

And if I should ever go away

Well then close your eyes and try

To feel the way we do today

And then if you can remember

Keep smiling keep shining

knowing you can always count on me for sure

That's what friends are for

For good times and bad times

I'll be on your side forever more

That's what friends are for

Well you came and opened me

And now there's so much more I see

And so by the way I thank you

Oh then for the times when we're apart

Well then close your eyes and know

The words are coming from my heart

And then if you can remember

knowing for sure

That's what friends are for

By: Dionne Warwick

[THE END]

아파~

"I feel vry hurt now~" -.-

Now I knows that he knew...but he nvr tells me bout it...wat does tat mean??? He likes me or not...he doesn't want me to think negatively but nvr tells me anything bout it~ wat does tat really mean??? OMG!!! I was crazy tat day!!! @>.<@

I suppose to be quiet about this probm...but...I dun think I can do it anymore...I must speak out...!!! I cried tat day!!! That's it!!!TT^TT

I feel like I dun love u anymore but I still like u~ I think I am still looking some prove on proving tat I still love him...but I dun think so anymore...I think from love bcum like...I felt so hurt! TT3TT

If he say to me he will accept me...maybe I will from like bcum love again! haha!! XD

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Goodbye Or Wat?

Feeling on him are getting lesser???
I dun noe la...
Vry complicate lo~
Yesterday I found him but I din rely look at him~
Today I din found him but I wanna look at him now~~~
I miss him! Miss him so much!
No oxygen adi~

Is he leaving or wat~
I think he is saying goodbye to me...whenever I din sees him!
And I thinks I am saying goodbye...whenever I sees him!
OMG!! I feels difficult!
URGH!!! But I still likes him~ much XP

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Tricks XP

Why do he had to be so mean to me last time...
He treat me nice when he wants to...and he treat me mean when he wants too...
What am I??? A emotional bag???
Ha! He thinks tat he is the only playing emotional thr...
Excuse me~ I will play tat too~ XD

Today...early morning...woke up...
First thingy in my mind was...I dun wanna look at you today!
Ha! I wanna noe how u feels when u dun treat me nice...hehe~
I noe...Imma devils now~ RED DEVILS!
Will he feel tat...I wish he will...I think he will...No! He must feel tat!
Hahaha~ I think I am happy today~ Even though I treat him bad today~

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