避开???

"我是刻意避开吗??? 不知道叻???
我觉得是~
因为今天他看着我的时候我的眼神已经避开了!!!
WHY LAITAT!!!

今天可以看到他就避开...看不到就死命找!!!
为什么叻!!! OMG!!!"
That is Yesterday~

He knows I like him but he...dunno how to say about him adi!
Dunno why feel vry complicated with him...
Sometimes...he willing to talk to me...
Sometimes...he keep quiet and dun even wanna talk to me...
Sometimes...both of us keep far away from each other...
I DUNNO WAT TO SAY ADI!!!
Why can't he be more brave!!! Since he adi noe...why cant he just face it!!!
I can bet tat I am more brave now!!!

[THE END]

Long Period~

Dunnoe since when I think I've been lees thinking bout u~ (I think)
But that day rely shock me enuf!!!
I tot u are not comin to school but when I saw u I was totally shock!
Tat day I was still thinking shud I give up or not...but when u came to me and start talking to me...I was so happy...my tots were all gone!! I was thinking wow...you talked to me finally! (But my fren still sitting with me) :)

Tat day you was sitting behind me AGAIN! But...I dun hav tat feeling...tat HYPER feeling!! They are not here...dunno why?? I wish I was hyper tat day...but...no~ Are U leaving my space now? You ready packing stuff? Are U going to open and shut the door? I suddenly felt a little bit emotional inside me~ HOW???

You know wat I was thinking b4~ I was thinking to scold you!!! HA!!! Funny rite? Ya~ I know~ IMPOSSIBLE...but...nthg is impossible~ (lolx)
I wanted to scold you : Can u just be more brave! Brave in facing relationship! U idiot! I dun wanna be like tat sumore...I am now facing it bravely but U idiot din even wan to care about it! I dun wan to be in the guessing game anymore...I HATE YOU!
HAHAHA!!! TOO MUCH THINKING...DUH!

Today...I was lucky I think...but my status said tat I just have 49% luck~ YA!!! It was totally correct~ In just a little step...a little bit more...I can be in the movie with U~ But timing probm...I missed the chance! I discovered something...WE R USING THE SAME BOTTLE!!! I am happy enuf~ (wee~)

[THE END]

What On Earth Happen to all of us!!!!

I had this very bad feeling in my heart...feel like crying but not...who can tell me what izit!!!
All my fren keep peace and quiet today...the whole morning...
From yesterday nite...adi got one person sad...
And I was the other person who was mad...
Now...my closest fren cry~ no reason why...
I have no idea...

Yesterday I had this feeling to cry out...but I wont do so~
Bcuz I don wan to let ppl feel that I still cry in my age~
I dun wan my feeling to kill the environment...
I successfully survived!!!!
Most important...I dun wanna cry infront of him!
I dun want him thinks that I am such a kiddy girl~

I wan to be with him by now...but I dunnoe how!!!
Can anyone let me know shud I continue or just give up!!!
This really make me annoying!!!

[THE END]

CHEATED!!! FREAK!!!

I had the feeling~~~
The feeling being cheated by someone~~~
I bet no one else will like this feeling too~~~
I can't keep it inside anymore...I have to burst it out so that I can stay relax for a moment~~~

Someone told me that he being apology but result as that is not the truth!!!
I was being fooled by someone!!!
I hate this feeling...I can accept truth but I can't accept being fooled!!!
No matter how horrible the truth is I can accept it though I will feel hurt!!!
Just let me know...and what I will do is just being emotional for a moment and duh!!!
I am not that horrible ok! I know my temper and if you can't accept it just let me know...I will at least cool down ok!!! WHY U NEED TO FOOL ME!!! I AM NOT A DUMB!!!
PLS DON FOOLED ME!!! NO ONES EVER LIKE THIS FEELING!!! IDIOT!!!

Ok...Imma relax now...sorry being so mad..just let me relax and I'm ok~

[THE END]

Shud I or not???

Am I really love him or just a typical feeling for just a moment???
I was totally shock!!!
Something really hit me enuf now~
I was thinking this whole question yesterday nyte and this morning...
SHUD I GIVE UP OR NOT???
No correct answer in my mind....

When I said yes...I shud give up...my heart will say NO~
When I said no...I shud nt give up...My heart will say YES~
WAT THE~~~
I feel like lacking oxygen here...
Cant breath bcuz of U~
I noe I am totally crazy in love...but sometimes I really think I loved the wrong guy~
Can someone let me know shud I give up or not...
I dunnoe wat to do~ just feel like vry difficult...
HELP ME~~~~

[THE END]

太幸福了!!!

今天好幸福哦~
太开心了...简直无法形容呢
要怎么形容呢...就连这样想都会在傻笑!!!
我可以把它给画出来吗???

故事是这样的...
我姐妹原本说要告诉我一个事情...可是她说的口语我看来看去就是看不明白...结果她还是发简讯给我...
简讯:"等下我有东西要跟你说"...想了很久...还是想不到要跟我说虾米...就胡思乱想...
我的姐妹呢她告诉了我一个对我来说是好消息而对她来说呢她就人为不时很好的是...
她说:"他要向你说声对不起."...又开始想了...到底是谁叻???
然后她又说...是你的柠檬果酱咯!!! 唉哟...原来是他哦~
继续:"他讲叻...他明天不能参加你和Ruby的生日派对...所以非常抱歉咯~
解释:"因为他公公婆婆从英国回来槟城...所以要回去一个星期..."
继续:"他还说不想去..." 听到这里我脸的难过不见了...原本以为他不来已经难过了...可是他那句话让我开心了 ^w^
那句话就是说他有那个意思要来咯??? 然后我就一直摇我的姐妹跟她讲我很开心...然后一直重复又重复~~~
也表示了我们的派对他都有放在心上, 反而让我更开心!!!
他不来也都没关系只要他有那个意思要来就好了...更好的是他有把那事放在心上

感觉太幸福了
现在就有一种想恋爱的感觉
哦~~~~ 我还白日梦了~
呵呵呵呵呵~~~
果然喜欢他是没错的决定
还有...我今天竟然很想一直看到他...就算知道他还没回家也想在见他一面~
一个星期不能见到他...会难熬吗???
我不想就这样快垮掉叻~~~
现在就已经想念他了...如果他是我男朋友的话...我想我会象瑶一样~ 崩溃!!!
喜欢你就是一种幸福~ 我不会让着感觉离开的...我要坚持~~~~
永远记得的一天!!!! 太开心了啦!!!!

[THE END]

Terrible...Horrile...DISASTER!!!

今天简直是恐怖的一天~
完全是不能预算的恐怖~
比看恐怖片还可怕!!!

今天早放学所以跟朋友去逛逛
结果有几样事情发生
1.去搭德士的时候...德士尽然抛锚了~ 更可怕的是...他尽然还坚持要载我们去!!! 没办法，上了车，就得让他，难道下车吗??? 路一半都没到整辆车就死在路中央...后面的车就死命吵~ 结果我们下车，真的有够糗的...路边还有车上的人都一直看着我们了~

2.今天的Vicki也有够“幸运”的，因为德士抛锚我们都说是她选错车了~ 后来去买东西的时候，Vicki的袋子尽然穿洞了...几乎多到忘了!!!

3.然后回家的时候搭了一辆比F1赛车还可怕的德士...那辆德士简直把我们当娃娃...没有生命力的娃娃!!! Cassandra也被吓哭了!!! Joey又在旁边捏我!!! Vicki在前面直到脚抽筋了!!! 我想如果是我的话因该会很安静吧~ 不是冷静而是给那个人的开车方法给吓得安静了!!! 后来那个人去错方向了...然后他尽然反方向的U转!!! 回到大学全部人都马上开车门...唯独坐在中间的我不知所措!!! 还好我还没破口大骂...不然那个人真的死翘翘了!!! 我们还讲要投诉那个德士司机呢...敢得罪樱桃家族的人就是跟全家人过不去...他死定了!!!

大家想想看都会觉得恐怖吧...
更何况我们是真实状况!!!
今天是有史以来最可怕黑色星期一!!!

[THE END]

想象力@真实？？？

今天我迟打到了!!!
还以为我是唯一一个迟到的人...
没想到的是尽然“他”也迟到0.0
那好像一种幸福感哦 =^w^=
原本还想尽然迟到了就不去上课了...
可是想想下我那天生病已经翘了一课...
再翘课的话就是翘了两课...
那样的话我的缺席率就会很低了!!!
而且“他”今天也非常的迟嘛!!!

今天“他”好像哭了~
Cassandra也感觉“他”有哭...
可能心情不好吧~
后来Cassandra去问他的朋友...
他朋友说“他”只是很困所以才会那样...
可是感觉跟我说“他”不是很困而是心情不好~
从看到“他”没心情开始我的心情好像随“他”而变了~
我的心情原本可以算还可以...
可是后来不知道为什么会不想讲话了...
是因为随“他”而变呢还是我无话可说呢~
然后再告诉Cassandra...
她说：“我也感觉到你的心情好像变了”...
她已经再一次告诉我“他”是很困才会那样的啦!!!
可是我就是不信...因为我感觉到“他”绝对不是那样的人~
再三打赌结果还是一样~
可是我的结果是...我绝不相信!!!
“他”绝对不是那样的人~
虽然我不了解“他”...可是我凭感觉认为“他”不是就好了~
无论别人整么说都好...
我的选择就是相信我的感觉~ ^_^
认为不是就好了~ ^_^
你今天真的是很困才会表现得那样吗???
我也不希望我的姐妹判断错误~
今天没机会问你话呢太可惜了...

[THE END]

Improvement XD

Yesterday,
It was a happy day for me, even I miss morning class.
I went to the class trip and it was fun for me...
I was so~ sick yesterday...
Even my buddies said that I look pale...OMG!
But I am happy to see him...
I think I rely cant live without seeing him for just one day...
Now I think I was getting close with him^^
He even answered me yesterday when I asked him question...\\^w^//
He stand near me yesterday, but not vry close...
Even thought I am happy and its enuf for me...

Today,
I think I start to miss him now...
Tat day we asked him wether comin to my party or not...
He said maybe...yes...or not...
This make me kinda sad...bcuz he's still thinking...
Anyway...they are giving me answer this Monday...^w^
I rely wants him to be my boyfren...
Shud I confess???
I felt so nervous~~~
I hope he will come to me one day...=^w^=
And tell me that...He likes me too~ *yay*
Think too much~~ maybe will...\\^v^//
From likes to love...but now...=.=
I think I am from love to live without...=.=

[THE END]

SICK!

Today...I think I am sick!
Am I???

I think I got influence by ma fren~
Cos he oso got influence by ma fren too~ =^w^=
Even I am sick...I feel happy ^w^

I had this stupid idea in ma head~
What if I dun attend morning class 2moro...
Will he ask whr am I???
Imma so curious bout it...
But ma mom adi said tat...if I am fine I shud attend class 2moro =0=
So shud I or shud not???
No idea...but I think it's kinda childish~

Now I think I must noe wat position am I in ur heart~
Am I ur fren???
Am I ur secret crush???
Am I annoying to you???
Am I important for you???
Or am I just a pass-byer for you???
I rely want to noe wat do U think bout me!!!

By now...U became more important in me...
I think I must see U everyday even it's just for a while...
I won change ma heart to U...I hope so~
Nvm...I'll be seeing U 2moro~ ^w^
Miss miss miss miss miss miss U~ \\^w^//

[THE END]

不明白

有时候真的很不明白咯~~~
明明已经生病了啦...
还要去吸咽!!!
拜托啦...生病了还要那样折磨自己的身体???
难道就不会好好保护自己吗???
生病就不要那样嘛~~~
喜欢你的人可是会很伤心的叻...T^T
就拜托拜托你吧 >.<

[THE END]

缺席...生病@跷课???

他今天没来上课...
是因为病了吗???
还是故意不来的啊???
拜托好好照顾自己可以吗???
看到你生病真的很难过咯...
不要再生病了啦 >.<

[THE END]

生病了啦...可怜的你啊~

Today kena scolded from ma buddy...
She said :"Just now I saw your "lemon" and he is "erhem erhem"..."
And I said...I knew it since last week...I adi know tat he is goin to be sick soon...
Then she said back to me...:" ho! ur fren me fall sick u din seem so care about it...he fall sick then u put all ur concentration in...haiz." (=w=")

Poor me~ (T^T)
Today he rely sick adi lo...so bad~
Plz take good care of urself...
I feel bad...or maybe hurt about u~
TAKE CARE!!!

[THE END]

Rushing Hours!!!

Today everyone is going to rush for one thing...which is their assignment~
Mass Comm 2nd Assignment which is vry annoying...making everyone rush like crazy~
OMG!!!! I hate assignment!!!
NVM~ Everything will back to normal soon...

[THE END]

Shopping Spree~ Yoohoo!!!

Shopping is fun!!!
No matter what condition u r...once went shopping ur mood meter will gone up to the top hill~
YEAH!

I LOVE SHOPPING!
Even I am kinda dissappointed today...
I MISS HIM!!!
I wish I can sees him today~ XP

[THE END]

Weather = Mood :)

Today suppose to be a sunny day :)
I was so happy today...suppose to be happy only in break time...
The "four" hour break....
It was special to me...

Finally...I got the chance...but I let it go...
Anyway...he still talk to me....
He talked to me a lot just now...
But after that I was mad...
Just like the thunder suddenly came...
The class room was dark...not vry dark...but can see thunder...

That "woman" do it purposely in front of me...
I think "TWO BITCH"...
I think she knew that I like him and she still doing it on purpose...
WAT THE HELL ARE U DOIN!
Another "woman" she don noe anything but she is such a "bitch"!
Four of us...looking at both of u...
Our eyes were like...OMG!!!
WAT THE HELL IS SHE DOIN!!!

I will be vry mad if I am ur gf...
I will rather kick ur chair and remind u everything...
TOO BAD~ I'm not!!!
Well...plz take good care of urself...
PLZ!!! Someone had a crush with U here is having a heart breaking probm~
FRAEK!

[THE END]

Go Away~ Plz~

Can U just leave me alone for just today~
I want to be alone now...
I need some time to recover my own feelings now...

Disaster day for me~
I did my life a disaster...I think...
Maybe from the beginning of the course is a wrong thing...
But I like the course so much...

Maybe I shud not like you from the beginning...
Is totally wrong...
I dun deserve to be like that...
I dun like this stupid relation...
I dun like being the only one left...
I dun like playing guessing games with u...
I dun like the way you treat me...
I dun like waiting like an IDIOT!!!
I DUN DESERVE TO BE LIKE THIS!!!

Maybe I shud look carefully b4 I did...
I shud be more optical...
Next time I will...

Not in the mood for just Today...
The real me will be back soon~
I swear ^^

[THE END]

6th Oct 2010

Today's weather its just like me...
Can be consider as happy and can be as sad...
I dunno why?? Can anyone let me know why???

I think after I finished presenting...my mood meter like down down deep down...
I know I did bad today...the whole team did bad!!! =(
I wants my bed seriously!!!

[THE END]

Happy...Excited...Hyper...Rejoice...Enjoy...Fun...IN LOVE???

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~
Crazy laugh!!! Lolx~
I love TODAY!!! I'll nvr forget this day...

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha~
Crazy adi...sorry...^^
Happy happy happy...fun fun fun...

Enjoy lunch time even though Imma kinda rush after that...
Happy that I have this opportunity...
Excited after hearing that...
Hyper because my heart bounce like a machine...
Rejoice...nothing but everything blend 2gether...feel fresh^^
Fun because I have a great conversation today...
IN LOVE??? Because of "EU" =^w^=

Like "EU"...Love "EU"??? Which one am I???
HAHAHA!! LemonJammie...likie~

[THE END]

好想好想好想...告白...白痴!

I am an idiot??? Am I??? Maybe??? Who noes!!!

已经要主动点啦!!! 不然真的会变白痴咯!!!
今天你看着我的时候应该说嗨...
可是没勇气~~

下次我会的...加油!加油!加油!
还没想到要怎么向你告白叻???
再说吧...

[THE END]

Weird~

I had this dream last nite!!!
It drives me crazy and happy!!!

Hahaha~~~ Can anyone let me know what is the meaning of seeing more than a Korean idol start inside my campus and it is inside my dream summore...ha!!! FUNNY!!!
Guess who I dreamt of??? They were sitting on the same table with me...chit chat...2NE1!!! HA!!! I noe it's impossible...just dream...chill pretty!!!
Summore...besides these girls...I even saw "G-Dragon" and "T.O.P."...gosh!!!
I can't even bliv my eyes!!! Both of them like so near to me...sitting next table to me!!! I think I was crazy inside the dream~ HA!!! WEIRD!!!

Another weird thing in my dream was...this guy...came to me and share a chair with me!!! GOSH!!!Can't bliv it!!! I even saw my dad!!! I noe...INSANE!!! IMPOSSIBLE!!!
HAHAHAHA!!! Something more impossible is...this guy KISSED me!!! OMG!!! I NEED A DOCTOR!!! I woke up bcus of this WEIRD dream...that time...what I was thinking is...
If that guy was you....it would be super great!!!

DOCTOR!!! DOCTOR!!! EMERGENCY PATIENT HERE!!!
FREAK!!! ME!!! OUT!!!

[THE END]

Simply Tot~~~

Today finish exam!!! Imma so happy...finally finish my exam!!!
Wow~~ FM is so difficult...juz feel like wanna die...anyway imma dying soon so~~
Lolx~~

Today is kinda happy, but dunno why those simply tot keep running round n round~
My head's spinning round n round n round~~
Like marry go round~~~ but no horses...only those...crazy tots!!!
Hahahah~~~

Saw him today...erm...I saw him like everday!!! IDIOT!!!
He like was just alone...goin down...TwT
I dunno wats the feeling...after I went back home I just feel like...
"I should have confessed just now~"
But wat Cass told me is "U BTTR DON!!"
Lucky I din did it...if not...I dunno whr I shud go~ @.@

After went home, I just feel like wanna sleep but I cnt fall into~
OMG!!! I tot of my birthday again then~
I was day dreaming the whole evening~ Oh Gosh~
I even tot of asking him to achieve a wish just for my birthday!!!
OMG!!! Imma crazy soon~~
I am such an idiot!!!
Hahaha!!! Wat is my wish??? Hahaha!!!
"Can u just be my bf for just one day or 4 hours, even so tat is just enuf for me..."
I am an idiot!!!

STOP IT IDIOT!!!
IS IMPOSSIBLE!!!
Make it in ur dream...not ur life...idiot...it's impossible happening~
I...LIKE...YOU >.<

[THE END]