31st Dec 2010 - Last Blog in Year 2010 - Happy New Year 2011

Tomoro onwards it will be 1st Jan 2011,
We must appreciate the first day God give us,
I will appreciate it,
Because that's the whole new year and new life for me.
YAY!

Another 30 minutes, my count down calender will start,
HAPPY NEW YEAR.
WELCOME 2011~
PARTY FOR YOU!!!

[THE END]

Freak! The last day to work in 2010! Great! BAD!

Worst day ever for me!
I think I know what's the reason.
I had been called up to another floor and help the receptionist do her job.

Few weeks b4 I had the same thing too.
I had been asked to help type and printed everything out.
But everytime that person came to me, there is only one thing she will ask.
"Are you done yet?"
Hello! Thr r like hundred and eighty eighty address to type and print.
And everyminute you will ask me am I done yet.
Try typing urself la freak!
Ever since that day, everytime she asked me,
"Are you free now?"
I will look for an excuse and said sorry, I am bz with others now.
Just ignore her. I am just satisfied with her!
Argh!

But! Today I think I am kinda unlucky!
I was called again as I have said b4,
And wat I have to help is, helping her to look for the envelope,
and then look for their names one by one which is not go accordingly to send out!
Hello! Again! I AM NOT A MAIL GIRL!
I AM HERE TO WORK AND LEARN!

One thing which I really don't understand,
What the hell freak is she doing at the reception table actually?
I really don understand!
I know I am here to work, but they have already settle me down at Sale's Team Dep,
And now wat, helping a non-Sale's Team Dep to do her job!
Wat am I! Do I really look like a part-timer! I know I am a temp-staff!
But I am already settle in a dep and why is she trying to steel me away and ask me as her maid!
You are so damn doom! You r now in my trash can u dump!
I am here to learn! Hello! Learn!
ArgH!!!!!

I am now swearing to myself!
I will nvr come back until I really run out of money!
Or shud I say that, I shud try working somewhr else but not here again!
This is hell!!!

[THE END]

Moody~

Dunno what happen to me these days~
I feel like is not me at all~
I feel so moody and moody and moody...

I am not unhappy at all...
I am not happy at all...
So what happen to me?

Tonight is my father birthday.
Yay! Happy Birthday to you Daddy.
My dad let me to organize everything for his dinner.
But I still dunoe whr to eat for dinner.
And yet I had bought the tickets for tonight.
We are going for a movie after dinner.
Our last movie in 2010.
Wo~ It was absolutely lots of ppl.
Everyone was queuing outside the cinema just to get tickets for movie.

Even so...I don't seems still vry happy.
I dunno why?
What have exactly happen to me?
Who knows?
Tell me!!!

[THE END]

Learning progress~ Part 4

Yesterday stayed at office for late night practice~
We had changed our moves for million times! repeat- MILLION!

This time...my part...
From front changed to back part.
I suppose to dance the first song...but then now they said that the second song is like energetic and need two dancer dance along with the person...so I am the chosen one~
OMG! I learned all the steps yesterday...just few...and made me became like OUCH!

My muscles hurt...everywhr!
Specially my butt! How come so difficult!!!
Urgh!

Tomorrow have to learn again...got more to learn! OMG!
Pauline...Fighting!

[THE END]

Lonely Christmas~

This Christmas is so damn lonely and quiet~
Even facebook is so quiet~
Of course...everyone went out with family and friends for dinner ma~

My sepcial Christmas dinner~
BURGER!
yummy~

[THE END]

Christmas-eve~ Part 2

Now partying at my girl girl's house~~~
Yay yay yay~ party!!!

Christmas-eve count down on going soon~
One more hour too go...
Merry Christmas everyone~~~

[THE END]

Christmas Eve~ Part 1

Christmas Eve today~
I dun feel like Christmas anyway~
It's too quiet!!!
Not even heard a single Christmas song from the station...
Even so...I think I will fall asleep if I heard Christmas song~

This year is really a weird weird year for me....
Really really weird!
Love- failure!!!
Friendship- going to failure!!!
Families- halfway there but steady~
Money- broke when year end comes!
Health- OK! 50/50~

PLS!!! GIMME SOME CHRISTMAS FELLING!!!
I WANT CHRISTMAS!!!
HAPPY CHRISTMAS-EVE~

[THE END]

Tomoro!!!! Christmas Eve!!!

We wish U a Merry Christmas
We wish U a Merry Christmas
We wish U a Merry Christmas
and~~~~~~~~ a~~~~~~~~
Happy New Year!!!

Christmas coming as well as the coming up new year!!!
May my wishes be grant???

Wish Lists!
1. Peace world for my whole life time~ ^^
2. Get my new room done as soon as possible. (Haven even start yet, or shud I say no such thing from the beginning.)
3. Get the fabulous price from annual dinner~ (must be vry fascinating)
4. Buy my Samsung Galaxy S after CNY! (Muahahaha)
5. Get a BF as soon as possible, or maybe In a Relationship fast!
6. Mommy let me drive to my Uni start from sem 2!
7. Get good results in Sem 2!
8. Fight for everything to score high in Sem 2!
9. What else....?
10. I have no idea...!

Annual dinner coming!!!
And I am going to dress up...
Pictures must be taken on that day!!!
I dont care anything!!!
As well my cousin's wedding dinner!!!
Yay!!!

Merry Christmas Eve~

[THE END]

Learning progress~ Part 3

Today,
We really give into everything...
We gave everything we learn...
We really sweat a lot today...
Love the learning progress for today !
Love it So much!!!

Our mash-up song...will be great...
My imagination starts again~~~
We might be the sexiest...hottest...coolest dancing team ever!!!
We must do it till the end...
But I still cnnt remember all the steps...
2moro have to practice again n again~~~

Ladies....I will do my best to learn tat dance moves...
I will...I swear in my heart!!!

[THE END]

Learning progress~ Part 2

Today~ finally our first time practice in the Office...
We changed our song into an English Song...and our dance moves...
I can bet that our dance moves are super hot...
Hahahahaha~

Will be giving out more info on my training vry soon~
^^

[THE END]

Learning progress~ part1

Wow~ finally it's time to learn my new dance moves...
Dun ever look down the music video...
It seems vry easy when u watch it...but when u learn it...
IT'S SO DAMN DIFFICULT!!!

I nearly hurt my waist while earning those movements...
Just the beginning...I just started to know how to dance the beginning...
I change some steps which are difficult to easy remember movements...
But I still like the way I choose this song~

From first, I feel like giving up...bcus they gave the leader to me...
And as a leader, I have to learn everything inside. (erm...not all...just some)
But I just keep telling my mind tat...if I want to learn everything...I must not give up now...
I am adi at the beginning, going to halfway, I must not give up tat easily...
Things will show out great if I din give up^^

Wish can learn all the steps even I had changed some.
Pauline...Hwaiting!!!

[THE END]

Dancing program~ ^^

Yay~
Shud I use tat expression or not?? Cos my Expression feel like 50/50...

50% is...I'm happy because I get my chance to learn dance from the "dancing program"...and what the most is my fav..."SISTAR"..."Shady Girl"~~ Yay~
I wanna learn those dance move for a vry long time but...
Just I dun hav my dream room yet~ T^T
I always wanted a room for a vry long time...but...
Haihz...wat a long story~~~
Or maybe shud say it was just a white lie~

Another 50% is...I'm kinda having mixed expression excluding happy~
Because this "dancing program" is in an Annual party...
And it is a competition~~ I dun feel like joining it but...
The prize...made me do so~~ The prize...is so "Fascinating"! Wu~

But I think is ok la...at least they adi made the song as I wanted to~
So as a payback...I WILL ATTEND!!!
I will try my best to win the prize!!!!

Yay~~~ Hav to start practice d...
From Saturday onwards...I must learn to dance everything~ and change something~ ;)

My dream room:

1. A big mirror...as I can learn dance by myself~ ^^
2. A king...erm...maybe queen size bed for my sweet dream~ =^^= 
3. A huge, stick to wall wardrobe!!! I have too much clothes and accessory~ ;p
4. A tall, window cabinet~ I can put all my collections~ yay!
5. Another book shelf...for all my books and cds collection~ 
6. A make up table~ putting all my stuff~
7. A study table which is enuf for my laptop, hi-fi, and let me do my study~
8. Finally! The wall must be in different color...background is white or maybe pink...and then with all different color polka-dots on it! Yay!!

I |LOVE| MY IMAGINATION!

[THE END]

December!!!

Wow~~~
I haven't update my blog for that long~ OMG~~~
Ok...then...I'll begin my new day with the 1st of December!
Yay!
Maybe...because of Christmas...I |LOVE| it so much~~~

I started to miss him now...missing everyone...so...much~
I dunno why I have this weird feeling inside me...
He...he...he already moved out....from my heart~
He...really...moved out...directly out...
How come I dun feel sad at all...
I just has one feeling...which is...
Please be friend with me...I dun wanna continue to be like this...
You dun talk to me...ignore me...
One thing....I AM NOT INVISIBLE!

My new motto!
To be myself...
And...LET GO!!
I have to learn on how to let go~
I am not a kid anymore...
I have to let go something so that I can learn more....

So...Mr. LemonJam!
You listen here...I am now satisfied with you.
I am now sick and tired with your game...
I know what you think about me...
And I...will...accept it!
Thank you!
I give up on this relationship...doesn't mean that I hate you or anything...
(Sometimes do really hate you)
I just want to be friend with you...that's it!
Please...please...please be friend with me!
I mean it! Thank you!

2010 December! New me! Again!

[THE END]

Finally~ I'm done!

That's good to hear a good news after my exam...but...NO!
I have no good news...but...I am happy enuf bcuz...TODAY IS MY FINAL PPR!
And...nothing liao...

I just found out that I haven done my last assignment yet...RUBY~~~ Whr r u???
I want you to help me...I dunno how to do...TT^TT
Why...CCPD...final assignment...SO DAM DIFFICULT ONE!

Next week holiday~ Yay~~
But just got one week holiday...fine so~
I have to work after one week...seems my time table is full from next next week...

[THE END]

Exam done???

NOT YET!!! One down...FIVE to go!!! OMG~
But IIT Practical vry easy...my tot was like...
Are u kidding me...just this much???

In library...discussion room...wat shud I do now???
Start portfolio??? Revision??? Ah!!!! Wat to do???
Aiya! I think I shud entertain myself =)

[THE END]

That's What Friends Are For

And I never thought I'd feel this way

And as for as I'm concerned

I'm glad I got the chance to say

That I do believe I love you

And if I should ever go away

Well then close your eyes and try

To feel the way we do today

And then if you can remember

Keep smiling keep shining

knowing you can always count on me for sure

That's what friends are for

For good times and bad times

I'll be on your side forever more

That's what friends are for

Well you came and opened me

And now there's so much more I see

And so by the way I thank you

Oh then for the times when we're apart

Well then close your eyes and know

The words are coming from my heart

And then if you can remember

knowing for sure

That's what friends are for

By: Dionne Warwick

[THE END]

아파~

"I feel vry hurt now~" -.-

Now I knows that he knew...but he nvr tells me bout it...wat does tat mean??? He likes me or not...he doesn't want me to think negatively but nvr tells me anything bout it~ wat does tat really mean??? OMG!!! I was crazy tat day!!! @>.<@

I suppose to be quiet about this probm...but...I dun think I can do it anymore...I must speak out...!!! I cried tat day!!! That's it!!!TT^TT

I feel like I dun love u anymore but I still like u~ I think I am still looking some prove on proving tat I still love him...but I dun think so anymore...I think from love bcum like...I felt so hurt! TT3TT

If he say to me he will accept me...maybe I will from like bcum love again! haha!! XD

[THE END]

Goodbye Or Wat?

Feeling on him are getting lesser???
I dun noe la...
Vry complicate lo~
Yesterday I found him but I din rely look at him~
Today I din found him but I wanna look at him now~~~
I miss him! Miss him so much!
No oxygen adi~

Is he leaving or wat~
I think he is saying goodbye to me...whenever I din sees him!
And I thinks I am saying goodbye...whenever I sees him!
OMG!! I feels difficult!
URGH!!! But I still likes him~ much XP

[THE END]

Tricks XP

Why do he had to be so mean to me last time...
He treat me nice when he wants to...and he treat me mean when he wants too...
What am I??? A emotional bag???
Ha! He thinks tat he is the only playing emotional thr...
Excuse me~ I will play tat too~ XD

Today...early morning...woke up...
First thingy in my mind was...I dun wanna look at you today!
Ha! I wanna noe how u feels when u dun treat me nice...hehe~
I noe...Imma devils now~ RED DEVILS!
Will he feel tat...I wish he will...I think he will...No! He must feel tat!
Hahaha~ I think I am happy today~ Even though I treat him bad today~

[THE END]

避开???

"我是刻意避开吗??? 不知道叻???
我觉得是~
因为今天他看着我的时候我的眼神已经避开了!!!
WHY LAITAT!!!

今天可以看到他就避开...看不到就死命找!!!
为什么叻!!! OMG!!!"
That is Yesterday~

He knows I like him but he...dunno how to say about him adi!
Dunno why feel vry complicated with him...
Sometimes...he willing to talk to me...
Sometimes...he keep quiet and dun even wanna talk to me...
Sometimes...both of us keep far away from each other...
I DUNNO WAT TO SAY ADI!!!
Why can't he be more brave!!! Since he adi noe...why cant he just face it!!!
I can bet tat I am more brave now!!!

[THE END]

Long Period~

Dunnoe since when I think I've been lees thinking bout u~ (I think)
But that day rely shock me enuf!!!
I tot u are not comin to school but when I saw u I was totally shock!
Tat day I was still thinking shud I give up or not...but when u came to me and start talking to me...I was so happy...my tots were all gone!! I was thinking wow...you talked to me finally! (But my fren still sitting with me) :)

Tat day you was sitting behind me AGAIN! But...I dun hav tat feeling...tat HYPER feeling!! They are not here...dunno why?? I wish I was hyper tat day...but...no~ Are U leaving my space now? You ready packing stuff? Are U going to open and shut the door? I suddenly felt a little bit emotional inside me~ HOW???

You know wat I was thinking b4~ I was thinking to scold you!!! HA!!! Funny rite? Ya~ I know~ IMPOSSIBLE...but...nthg is impossible~ (lolx)
I wanted to scold you : Can u just be more brave! Brave in facing relationship! U idiot! I dun wanna be like tat sumore...I am now facing it bravely but U idiot din even wan to care about it! I dun wan to be in the guessing game anymore...I HATE YOU!
HAHAHA!!! TOO MUCH THINKING...DUH!

Today...I was lucky I think...but my status said tat I just have 49% luck~ YA!!! It was totally correct~ In just a little step...a little bit more...I can be in the movie with U~ But timing probm...I missed the chance! I discovered something...WE R USING THE SAME BOTTLE!!! I am happy enuf~ (wee~)

[THE END]

What On Earth Happen to all of us!!!!

I had this very bad feeling in my heart...feel like crying but not...who can tell me what izit!!!
All my fren keep peace and quiet today...the whole morning...
From yesterday nite...adi got one person sad...
And I was the other person who was mad...
Now...my closest fren cry~ no reason why...
I have no idea...

Yesterday I had this feeling to cry out...but I wont do so~
Bcuz I don wan to let ppl feel that I still cry in my age~
I dun wan my feeling to kill the environment...
I successfully survived!!!!
Most important...I dun wanna cry infront of him!
I dun want him thinks that I am such a kiddy girl~

I wan to be with him by now...but I dunnoe how!!!
Can anyone let me know shud I continue or just give up!!!
This really make me annoying!!!

[THE END]

CHEATED!!! FREAK!!!

I had the feeling~~~
The feeling being cheated by someone~~~
I bet no one else will like this feeling too~~~
I can't keep it inside anymore...I have to burst it out so that I can stay relax for a moment~~~

Someone told me that he being apology but result as that is not the truth!!!
I was being fooled by someone!!!
I hate this feeling...I can accept truth but I can't accept being fooled!!!
No matter how horrible the truth is I can accept it though I will feel hurt!!!
Just let me know...and what I will do is just being emotional for a moment and duh!!!
I am not that horrible ok! I know my temper and if you can't accept it just let me know...I will at least cool down ok!!! WHY U NEED TO FOOL ME!!! I AM NOT A DUMB!!!
PLS DON FOOLED ME!!! NO ONES EVER LIKE THIS FEELING!!! IDIOT!!!

Ok...Imma relax now...sorry being so mad..just let me relax and I'm ok~

[THE END]

Shud I or not???

Am I really love him or just a typical feeling for just a moment???
I was totally shock!!!
Something really hit me enuf now~
I was thinking this whole question yesterday nyte and this morning...
SHUD I GIVE UP OR NOT???
No correct answer in my mind....

When I said yes...I shud give up...my heart will say NO~
When I said no...I shud nt give up...My heart will say YES~
WAT THE~~~
I feel like lacking oxygen here...
Cant breath bcuz of U~
I noe I am totally crazy in love...but sometimes I really think I loved the wrong guy~
Can someone let me know shud I give up or not...
I dunnoe wat to do~ just feel like vry difficult...
HELP ME~~~~

[THE END]

太幸福了!!!

今天好幸福哦~
太开心了...简直无法形容呢
要怎么形容呢...就连这样想都会在傻笑!!!
我可以把它给画出来吗???

故事是这样的...
我姐妹原本说要告诉我一个事情...可是她说的口语我看来看去就是看不明白...结果她还是发简讯给我...
简讯:"等下我有东西要跟你说"...想了很久...还是想不到要跟我说虾米...就胡思乱想...
我的姐妹呢她告诉了我一个对我来说是好消息而对她来说呢她就人为不时很好的是...
她说:"他要向你说声对不起."...又开始想了...到底是谁叻???
然后她又说...是你的柠檬果酱咯!!! 唉哟...原来是他哦~
继续:"他讲叻...他明天不能参加你和Ruby的生日派对...所以非常抱歉咯~
解释:"因为他公公婆婆从英国回来槟城...所以要回去一个星期..."
继续:"他还说不想去..." 听到这里我脸的难过不见了...原本以为他不来已经难过了...可是他那句话让我开心了 ^w^
那句话就是说他有那个意思要来咯??? 然后我就一直摇我的姐妹跟她讲我很开心...然后一直重复又重复~~~
也表示了我们的派对他都有放在心上, 反而让我更开心!!!
他不来也都没关系只要他有那个意思要来就好了...更好的是他有把那事放在心上

感觉太幸福了
现在就有一种想恋爱的感觉
哦~~~~ 我还白日梦了~
呵呵呵呵呵~~~
果然喜欢他是没错的决定
还有...我今天竟然很想一直看到他...就算知道他还没回家也想在见他一面~
一个星期不能见到他...会难熬吗???
我不想就这样快垮掉叻~~~
现在就已经想念他了...如果他是我男朋友的话...我想我会象瑶一样~ 崩溃!!!
喜欢你就是一种幸福~ 我不会让着感觉离开的...我要坚持~~~~
永远记得的一天!!!! 太开心了啦!!!!

[THE END]

Terrible...Horrile...DISASTER!!!

今天简直是恐怖的一天~
完全是不能预算的恐怖~
比看恐怖片还可怕!!!

今天早放学所以跟朋友去逛逛
结果有几样事情发生
1.去搭德士的时候...德士尽然抛锚了~ 更可怕的是...他尽然还坚持要载我们去!!! 没办法，上了车，就得让他，难道下车吗??? 路一半都没到整辆车就死在路中央...后面的车就死命吵~ 结果我们下车，真的有够糗的...路边还有车上的人都一直看着我们了~

2.今天的Vicki也有够“幸运”的，因为德士抛锚我们都说是她选错车了~ 后来去买东西的时候，Vicki的袋子尽然穿洞了...几乎多到忘了!!!

3.然后回家的时候搭了一辆比F1赛车还可怕的德士...那辆德士简直把我们当娃娃...没有生命力的娃娃!!! Cassandra也被吓哭了!!! Joey又在旁边捏我!!! Vicki在前面直到脚抽筋了!!! 我想如果是我的话因该会很安静吧~ 不是冷静而是给那个人的开车方法给吓得安静了!!! 后来那个人去错方向了...然后他尽然反方向的U转!!! 回到大学全部人都马上开车门...唯独坐在中间的我不知所措!!! 还好我还没破口大骂...不然那个人真的死翘翘了!!! 我们还讲要投诉那个德士司机呢...敢得罪樱桃家族的人就是跟全家人过不去...他死定了!!!

大家想想看都会觉得恐怖吧...
更何况我们是真实状况!!!
今天是有史以来最可怕黑色星期一!!!

[THE END]

想象力@真实？？？

今天我迟打到了!!!
还以为我是唯一一个迟到的人...
没想到的是尽然“他”也迟到0.0
那好像一种幸福感哦 =^w^=
原本还想尽然迟到了就不去上课了...
可是想想下我那天生病已经翘了一课...
再翘课的话就是翘了两课...
那样的话我的缺席率就会很低了!!!
而且“他”今天也非常的迟嘛!!!

今天“他”好像哭了~
Cassandra也感觉“他”有哭...
可能心情不好吧~
后来Cassandra去问他的朋友...
他朋友说“他”只是很困所以才会那样...
可是感觉跟我说“他”不是很困而是心情不好~
从看到“他”没心情开始我的心情好像随“他”而变了~
我的心情原本可以算还可以...
可是后来不知道为什么会不想讲话了...
是因为随“他”而变呢还是我无话可说呢~
然后再告诉Cassandra...
她说：“我也感觉到你的心情好像变了”...
她已经再一次告诉我“他”是很困才会那样的啦!!!
可是我就是不信...因为我感觉到“他”绝对不是那样的人~
再三打赌结果还是一样~
可是我的结果是...我绝不相信!!!
“他”绝对不是那样的人~
虽然我不了解“他”...可是我凭感觉认为“他”不是就好了~
无论别人整么说都好...
我的选择就是相信我的感觉~ ^_^
认为不是就好了~ ^_^
你今天真的是很困才会表现得那样吗???
我也不希望我的姐妹判断错误~
今天没机会问你话呢太可惜了...

[THE END]

Improvement XD

Yesterday,
It was a happy day for me, even I miss morning class.
I went to the class trip and it was fun for me...
I was so~ sick yesterday...
Even my buddies said that I look pale...OMG!
But I am happy to see him...
I think I rely cant live without seeing him for just one day...
Now I think I was getting close with him^^
He even answered me yesterday when I asked him question...\\^w^//
He stand near me yesterday, but not vry close...
Even thought I am happy and its enuf for me...

Today,
I think I start to miss him now...
Tat day we asked him wether comin to my party or not...
He said maybe...yes...or not...
This make me kinda sad...bcuz he's still thinking...
Anyway...they are giving me answer this Monday...^w^
I rely wants him to be my boyfren...
Shud I confess???
I felt so nervous~~~
I hope he will come to me one day...=^w^=
And tell me that...He likes me too~ *yay*
Think too much~~ maybe will...\\^v^//
From likes to love...but now...=.=
I think I am from love to live without...=.=

[THE END]

SICK!

Today...I think I am sick!
Am I???

I think I got influence by ma fren~
Cos he oso got influence by ma fren too~ =^w^=
Even I am sick...I feel happy ^w^

I had this stupid idea in ma head~
What if I dun attend morning class 2moro...
Will he ask whr am I???
Imma so curious bout it...
But ma mom adi said tat...if I am fine I shud attend class 2moro =0=
So shud I or shud not???
No idea...but I think it's kinda childish~

Now I think I must noe wat position am I in ur heart~
Am I ur fren???
Am I ur secret crush???
Am I annoying to you???
Am I important for you???
Or am I just a pass-byer for you???
I rely want to noe wat do U think bout me!!!

By now...U became more important in me...
I think I must see U everyday even it's just for a while...
I won change ma heart to U...I hope so~
Nvm...I'll be seeing U 2moro~ ^w^
Miss miss miss miss miss miss U~ \\^w^//

[THE END]

不明白

有时候真的很不明白咯~~~
明明已经生病了啦...
还要去吸咽!!!
拜托啦...生病了还要那样折磨自己的身体???
难道就不会好好保护自己吗???
生病就不要那样嘛~~~
喜欢你的人可是会很伤心的叻...T^T
就拜托拜托你吧 >.<

[THE END]

缺席...生病@跷课???

他今天没来上课...
是因为病了吗???
还是故意不来的啊???
拜托好好照顾自己可以吗???
看到你生病真的很难过咯...
不要再生病了啦 >.<

[THE END]

生病了啦...可怜的你啊~

Today kena scolded from ma buddy...
She said :"Just now I saw your "lemon" and he is "erhem erhem"..."
And I said...I knew it since last week...I adi know tat he is goin to be sick soon...
Then she said back to me...:" ho! ur fren me fall sick u din seem so care about it...he fall sick then u put all ur concentration in...haiz." (=w=")

Poor me~ (T^T)
Today he rely sick adi lo...so bad~
Plz take good care of urself...
I feel bad...or maybe hurt about u~
TAKE CARE!!!

[THE END]

Rushing Hours!!!

Today everyone is going to rush for one thing...which is their assignment~
Mass Comm 2nd Assignment which is vry annoying...making everyone rush like crazy~
OMG!!!! I hate assignment!!!
NVM~ Everything will back to normal soon...

[THE END]

Shopping Spree~ Yoohoo!!!

Shopping is fun!!!
No matter what condition u r...once went shopping ur mood meter will gone up to the top hill~
YEAH!

I LOVE SHOPPING!
Even I am kinda dissappointed today...
I MISS HIM!!!
I wish I can sees him today~ XP

[THE END]

Weather = Mood :)

Today suppose to be a sunny day :)
I was so happy today...suppose to be happy only in break time...
The "four" hour break....
It was special to me...

Finally...I got the chance...but I let it go...
Anyway...he still talk to me....
He talked to me a lot just now...
But after that I was mad...
Just like the thunder suddenly came...
The class room was dark...not vry dark...but can see thunder...

That "woman" do it purposely in front of me...
I think "TWO BITCH"...
I think she knew that I like him and she still doing it on purpose...
WAT THE HELL ARE U DOIN!
Another "woman" she don noe anything but she is such a "bitch"!
Four of us...looking at both of u...
Our eyes were like...OMG!!!
WAT THE HELL IS SHE DOIN!!!

I will be vry mad if I am ur gf...
I will rather kick ur chair and remind u everything...
TOO BAD~ I'm not!!!
Well...plz take good care of urself...
PLZ!!! Someone had a crush with U here is having a heart breaking probm~
FRAEK!

[THE END]

Go Away~ Plz~

Can U just leave me alone for just today~
I want to be alone now...
I need some time to recover my own feelings now...

Disaster day for me~
I did my life a disaster...I think...
Maybe from the beginning of the course is a wrong thing...
But I like the course so much...

Maybe I shud not like you from the beginning...
Is totally wrong...
I dun deserve to be like that...
I dun like this stupid relation...
I dun like being the only one left...
I dun like playing guessing games with u...
I dun like the way you treat me...
I dun like waiting like an IDIOT!!!
I DUN DESERVE TO BE LIKE THIS!!!

Maybe I shud look carefully b4 I did...
I shud be more optical...
Next time I will...

Not in the mood for just Today...
The real me will be back soon~
I swear ^^

[THE END]

6th Oct 2010

Today's weather its just like me...
Can be consider as happy and can be as sad...
I dunno why?? Can anyone let me know why???

I think after I finished presenting...my mood meter like down down deep down...
I know I did bad today...the whole team did bad!!! =(
I wants my bed seriously!!!

[THE END]

Happy...Excited...Hyper...Rejoice...Enjoy...Fun...IN LOVE???

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~
Crazy laugh!!! Lolx~
I love TODAY!!! I'll nvr forget this day...

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha~
Crazy adi...sorry...^^
Happy happy happy...fun fun fun...

Enjoy lunch time even though Imma kinda rush after that...
Happy that I have this opportunity...
Excited after hearing that...
Hyper because my heart bounce like a machine...
Rejoice...nothing but everything blend 2gether...feel fresh^^
Fun because I have a great conversation today...
IN LOVE??? Because of "EU" =^w^=

Like "EU"...Love "EU"??? Which one am I???
HAHAHA!! LemonJammie...likie~

[THE END]

好想好想好想...告白...白痴!

I am an idiot??? Am I??? Maybe??? Who noes!!!

已经要主动点啦!!! 不然真的会变白痴咯!!!
今天你看着我的时候应该说嗨...
可是没勇气~~

下次我会的...加油!加油!加油!
还没想到要怎么向你告白叻???
再说吧...

[THE END]

Weird~

I had this dream last nite!!!
It drives me crazy and happy!!!

Hahaha~~~ Can anyone let me know what is the meaning of seeing more than a Korean idol start inside my campus and it is inside my dream summore...ha!!! FUNNY!!!
Guess who I dreamt of??? They were sitting on the same table with me...chit chat...2NE1!!! HA!!! I noe it's impossible...just dream...chill pretty!!!
Summore...besides these girls...I even saw "G-Dragon" and "T.O.P."...gosh!!!
I can't even bliv my eyes!!! Both of them like so near to me...sitting next table to me!!! I think I was crazy inside the dream~ HA!!! WEIRD!!!

Another weird thing in my dream was...this guy...came to me and share a chair with me!!! GOSH!!!Can't bliv it!!! I even saw my dad!!! I noe...INSANE!!! IMPOSSIBLE!!!
HAHAHAHA!!! Something more impossible is...this guy KISSED me!!! OMG!!! I NEED A DOCTOR!!! I woke up bcus of this WEIRD dream...that time...what I was thinking is...
If that guy was you....it would be super great!!!

DOCTOR!!! DOCTOR!!! EMERGENCY PATIENT HERE!!!
FREAK!!! ME!!! OUT!!!

[THE END]

Simply Tot~~~

Today finish exam!!! Imma so happy...finally finish my exam!!!
Wow~~ FM is so difficult...juz feel like wanna die...anyway imma dying soon so~~
Lolx~~

Today is kinda happy, but dunno why those simply tot keep running round n round~
My head's spinning round n round n round~~
Like marry go round~~~ but no horses...only those...crazy tots!!!
Hahahah~~~

Saw him today...erm...I saw him like everday!!! IDIOT!!!
He like was just alone...goin down...TwT
I dunno wats the feeling...after I went back home I just feel like...
"I should have confessed just now~"
But wat Cass told me is "U BTTR DON!!"
Lucky I din did it...if not...I dunno whr I shud go~ @.@

After went home, I just feel like wanna sleep but I cnt fall into~
OMG!!! I tot of my birthday again then~
I was day dreaming the whole evening~ Oh Gosh~
I even tot of asking him to achieve a wish just for my birthday!!!
OMG!!! Imma crazy soon~~
I am such an idiot!!!
Hahaha!!! Wat is my wish??? Hahaha!!!
"Can u just be my bf for just one day or 4 hours, even so tat is just enuf for me..."
I am an idiot!!!

STOP IT IDIOT!!!
IS IMPOSSIBLE!!!
Make it in ur dream...not ur life...idiot...it's impossible happening~
I...LIKE...YOU >.<

[THE END]

"下雨"天

今天下雨了, 天晴过后都是雨天~~~
天空下雨, 可是我也不赖...我比天空早很多...

今天压抑不住的"雨水"终于忍不住的流下来了...
今天的心情跟平时的差太远了啦...
今天的心情真的差好远哦...

对不起...
对不起...
我真的很抱歉...
对不起...

天天都想向你说句"我喜欢你"...
可是今天的心情...真的不想讲...
但是还是想向你说...
我...喜...欢...你...~~~

[THE END]

Yesterday...History~~

Yesterday was Mass Comm mid-term exam... I don't think I did well in it, my mind went blank after seeing you!!!

I was thinking to study in the library and yes I did, I went to library and what happen is I saw you...darn it. Thinking to look for a book about Mass Comm but can't find it and what happen is...I saw you sitting there!!! Damn shit!!! Once saw you, everything gone!!!

Am I stupid???
I saw you sitting there and what!!! I ran away!!!
I found a place which I can't see you and I can concentrate on my studies!!!
I wish I can score well in Final Exam foe Mass Comm~~

Lemon Jam~~~ pls away my mind for this week!!! Darn it!!!
[THE END]

滚远点啦!!!!!

明天就中考了啦!!!
明明想读书...可是读不进脑~~~

一打开那本书...脑袋里出现的就是"睡觉再说吧"~~ =="
多得我朋友又让我胡思乱想了~~
真的要谢谢你喔~~
你的那句话让我想起了"他"
"老哥"我被你害得不浅咯!!!
真后悔告诉你~~ ()-c-()

笨蛋读书啦!!!
再念下去你就读不了了啦!!!

柠檬果酱先生~~~
拜托你可以先离开我脑袋一下下吗???
我快念不下去了啦!!! @_@

[THE END]

50/50???

唉~~~心情不知怎么形容了啦!!!!!!
要上就上...要下就下!!! 该怎么办才好啊!!!
妈呀!!! 还真复杂~~~

今天你在...我就非常开心!!! ^3^ 可是只要你的出现都会让我坐立不安~
开心是因为你的存在...^v^
开心是因为跟你相处...^D^
无论有你的地方...每一秒都会让我开心幸福!!! =^w^=

我会不开心也有因为你了~~~只要是你的动作才会让我那么的不开心~~~
不开心是因为你~~~
因为害怕失去你也许吧... =.=
因为你是大笨蛋...\\o.o//
没有你的地方就会让我胡思乱想~~~ (@.@)

真希望今天那句话是从你口中说出 ^3^
那我就会开心...开心得难眠 ^3^
好想有一个男朋友啊!!! 就是你...大笨蛋~~~
现在...马上...立刻!!!!
唉~~~

바보 벤즈민
바보 폴린
좋아요
사랑해요

[THE END]

New Me!!!

Today Imma so~~~ HYPER!!!!

Someone called me today...not him but someone else...my fren Ruby~
She ask me wanna join them with lunch or not...but I saw something which I cnnt niss...
Lunch time...he was just sitting next to us...I mean A TABLE next to us...
I was so~~~ happy ^.^
TeeHee TeeHee Wee~~~



New Me with my buddy~~~ I LOVE U!!! ALL OF U~~~ Muack~~~

I LIKE YOU~~~
Pls let me noe tat u like me too~~~
=^.^=

[THE END]

Mid-Term Exam!!! Assignments!!! Ugh!!!

Everyone adi start bz with their assignments and mid-term exam...and I was just like sitting at home...habgging the doing nthg...WTH!!!
I dun even started yet!!! I just only start looking for sources for my FM assignment...which is the most difficult assignment for me...HELL!!!

Help!!! FM assignment plus homework...I really wish I can do it!!!
I wanna pass my FM as well as others...but FM is the most diff for me...
Die...die...die...
加油!!!!加油!!!!加油!!!!

SLEEPY Day~~~

Feel like wanna sleep adi...
Dun wanna go to Mass Comm...HOW????

Today he sit with me..happy happy...but moody moody...
He sat just behind me but few tables away la...
But still he was just behind me...=^w^=

Today de lecturer vry sien lo...
His speech like way so~~~ long and boring~~~ OMG!!!
Everyone feel like vry sleepy lo...even all my frenz like my status...
Hahaha...lolx~~~
(I am so sorry sir...I dun mean to hurt u...but I think WE r sleepy...sorry~~)

Today tat guy vry annoying lo...
No...is not today is TAT day...
Today not vry annoying liao...just keep asking me to teman him back home...
Siao siao one lo...
Will teman u if my time really suits la...
I can go back early...wat for wanna teman u wo...
Tat day jou really really annoying la...
Keep bothering me with TAT name...
I really wish I can forget tat day forever...
Is the worst day for me!!!

Wish U accept me la...(If U adi noe la...)
Hwaiting hwaiting!!!!

[THE END]

明天未来

唉~~好想去喔...
真希望我是你的组员 (>.<)
早知当初何必今天呢...

好希望明天能在你旁边...
能够看着你...
能够再发白日梦...
哎唷我天天都在发白日梦的啦!!!
白痴...白痴...白痴...

不知道明天是怎样呢???
好奇心来了啦!!!
好想知道你现在在想什么叻???
希望你真的喜欢我...那我就会非常非常开心!!!
我...喜...欢...你...
你能接受吗???

[THE END]

想念=思念???

传啊传...传啊传...
传到天花地乱,都不知道在想什么了啦~

今天应该可以算是开心的一天吧...
也是唯一一天可以跟你在一起聊得那么开心吧...
可是也是唯一一天令我最不开心的一天...
或许多心吧...
还以为你会在房里等待,可是让我失望...
还要我自己拿椅子...太没运气了吧...
在门口看见你,向你打招呼却不回我...
进到房里你却向我朋友打招呼而不向我...
太令我失望了...

现在不知道是想念还是思念???
想念今天的快乐...
想念今天的享受...
想念跟你在一起...
却思念着我所有的不开心...
思念你的对待...
思念你的存在...
思念你的沉默...
而这些想念和思念都是好与坏的...
想念永远都是好的...
而思念却永远都是坏的...

想念真的是思念吗???
不知道...

[THE END]

안녕내 사랑...

我应该是时候放手了吧...
不是我的就不是我的...
我到底是该相信他还是她呢???
不知...我还是相信我的心好了...

除了向你说再见之外我都不知要说什么了...
加油吧...向他告白...让他知道...自动点!!!
有缘再见吧...我的爱情...

[THE END]

사랑하다

为什么喜欢一个人那么的辛苦啊...好像要生要死了一样!!!
难道喜欢一个人有那么的难吗...我还真不明白啊???
喜欢你已经是一个错误了, 为什么你还要那样对我呢???
说实话吧...你在我心里早就住宿下来了...现在我也不知道该怎么面对你了啦???

有时候还真搞不懂什么是喜欢...什么是爱情???
你到底知不知道我喜欢你呢...要是你知道哪为什么你不行动呢...而且还那样对待我...
你到底知不知道你那样的对待...我是会非常的害怕呢...你还真不懂哦!!!

你可不可以不要再那样对我啊...我可是会远离你的!!!
从认识你那天开始, 就没想过会喜欢人的...可是在不知不绝中却对你产生感觉...这实在是太奇妙了吧!!!
你对我不瞅不睬...又不对我说句话...很想恨你但又不想...
我真羡慕我的姐妹哦...她们竟然有机会跟你说话叻!!!
嗨~~~

你今天的举动我应该都算查觉到了吧???
看来我的方向...却又不敢肯定你是不是在看我???
我还得知你今天在说我的事...但不确定你是不是在说我...可是你有说出我的名字...那应该在说我吧???
我是不是不应该再去找你呢???
你是不是很讨厌我啊???

你知道我今天是个大笨蛋吗!!!
我犯了一个特大的错误, 而且大到会被骂的那种...
那时我真的很希望你在我身边...到底你几时才会对我好些???
这些都是我很想知道的事...我每天的心情都不懂得该怎么去解释了...
我满脑都是你在打转...
我到底是不是疯了啊...
有没有人可以告诉我呢...
好希望有你在我身边...

Imma going crazy real soon...

[THE END]

Umm...!!!

I don't know what to say!!!
I am going crazy soon!!!

Why everything have to blame on me!!!
I HATE IT!!! I HATE TO BE BLUR EVERY TIME!!!
Is that a good thing or bad thing???
Why am I so blur every time???
Can I be just awake sometimes...I don't wanna get into trouble AGAIN!!!

I know I got a new camera is a very good thing for me...but not a good thing for my mom...
But happy is a good thing ryte??? I have no whr else to express my feeling...well...blogging is the only way for me!!! Why you have to blame me!!!

I need someone beside me now...at least my buddy...or...lemon jam...

[THE END]

Can we???

Can you feel my heartbeat???
I can feel it, it's just right here, is so complicated.

I am so stupid!!! Why will I like you???
You are not even my type at ALL!!!
You SMOKE...
You are not that HANDSOME...
You got lots of PIMPLES...
You are way so RUDE...
I don't understand why???

I am super stupid!!! I even think of getting with you!!!
I shopped today...I walk to this stall...I saw this shoe...I feel like making it as couple...
I really wish to get with you now...wanna let you know but afraid to let you know so~
WHAT SHALL I DO!!!
I am insane now!!!
I like you, the way you are???

I am happy today!!! I was so shock!!!
I don't even think that you will sit with me...bcus you don't even do so...
I was sitting thr...and I went out...
Once I step into the class again...you were sitting just right behind me...
I was shock...I was happy...I don't know what to say...
I think I am really insane...I bought that couple shoe...

Can you be with me now...???
I want you to be my boyfriend!!!
I even make this shoe just bcus of you!!!
Can we??? I have never fall into this deep~~~
After JH, Marcus came to me...I tried to be loyal, but no feeling...
Then Joseph then Korean guy...he is good but he is always a loner...is impossible ~~
And now you??? YOU DUMB LEMON JAM!!! I LIKE YOU!!!
Can I be your GF!!!???!!!???

[THE END]

Bla Bla Bla...and SHUT UP!!!!

OMG!!! OMG!!! OMG!!!

I really told my mom some stupid thing...I know it will not happen ever...what a crazy day!!!

I told my mom something stupid...really really stupid...I don't know why I will say like tat...HAHAHAHA!!!! My mom don't really like me getting a bf or something...she mostly wants me to stay concentrate on my studies...but I really think like wanting to have a bf...but I don't know why will I think so...HA!! Funny me!!

My mom knew I had once b4...but I don't think like want to lie to her so I told her these..."Mom...if...if la...I got bf d rite...I will let you know first." She went silence...I asked her again..."Ya...I was listening to you, but I don't want you to get a bf...I will be unhappy if you get one while you are studying."

Well...I don't know what to say d...My turn to went silence...MOM...I swear I will pay comcentration in my studies even I get a BF!!!

Silly Me!! Ha!! Ha!! Ha!! =w=

[THE END]

Erm...Bup bup...beep---

Bup bup...bup bup...bup bup...beep----------

I can really feel my heartbeat adi...I am goin to die soon....or maybe doomed!!!!
I always tell myself to control...never look at him and never think too much...but I don't know wat am I really thinking about!!!! I AM GOIN TO CRAZY SOON!!!!!

First my fren came in front and told me somthing...then I started thinking crazy...
At first I thought I was thinking about IIT Assignment...but then I slowly felt like...I was thining bout him...whr does he really went...why is he not entering the class??? I AM TOTALLY CRAZY!!!!!

I was super crazy in the class just now...then I suddenly pop out one sentence which does not fit my mood..."I AM SLEEPY!" Well...I looked super active, and I don't think I am sleepy at all...but I don't know why I will say such sentence...SOMEONE HELP ME!!!!! I think I am goin to crazy really really soon...I need someone...

[THE END]

Driving Awesome!

Hoohoo...finally got a vry good news from the driving academy... -^w^-
she said that that I can go for my driving test soon~~~ happy happy!!!
Then tat time i can get my licence!!!

[THE END]

Happy Birthday!!

Next week is my best buddy's birthday!!!
Yesterday I went Karaoke with her...then I sing one song for her...I think she is happy!!!
The song is "Happy Birthday My Dear!"!!!!
But I adi made u a gift...hope u like it!!!

WTH!!!!

I really really hate IMCOMM Assignment la...
At least minimum five resources...if ppl only got two...how to get five...IDIOT punya orang!!!
Now only got three resources, two adi put down then one more dunno wanna put what!!!
IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT!!! PABO PABO PABO!!! MICHOGA!!!!

[THE END]

Stupid dum redo MOVIE!!!

Redo movie again n again!!!
This time got my pix on it!!! I'm pretty sure!!!

AssignmentS!!!!

Assignment crazy again!!!!
First assignment- IMCOMM- Advertisement!!!
Second assignment- IIT- Resume!!!
Third assignment- CSS- Vocab Journal!!!

I HATE ASSIGNMENTS ALL COME 2GETHER!!!

[THE END]

Creepy!

I felt a little bit creepy about my intro assignment...but anyway...I redo it again n again...
First time- spelling mistake!
Second time- stupid movie cut by it-self!
Third time- SUCCESSFUL!

My first "Made Video"-From my first Assignment from CCPD!

I don noe whether izit nice or freky or maybe creepy...juz enjoy it n pls giv me some comments to improve wat shud I do in future on movie making ^v^

DONE!!

Finally I'm done with my movie making...
I sucessful transfer my ppt to movie maker...n I am super exciting about my movie!
I hardly sleep yesterday night...feeling like "Oh! What will happen 2moro??"
I AM SO NERVOUS!!!

[THE END]

Movie Making @ PPT!!

I am done with my ppt but i am not vry sure izit nice...so i do it again in Movie Maker...
But now probm comes...I left my pictures inside my camera!!!!
I shud've saved it into my laptop T^T
Summore my pendrive's picture are all GONE!!! TT^TT

[THE END]

New Assignment!!!

Creepy!!!! Another assignment now...what shud i do now???
I HATE ASSIGNMENT!!!

[THE END]

Assignment Crazy!!!

Oh...I've been quiet for few months n now I've started my coll in Taylor's...new life...I LUV U!
But new life is full of challenge...n the challenge is my first assignment...
Every lecturer brief us about the assignments...n it's super much n crazy...i dun think i can make it anyway...wish me luck^^
My first assignment...self-introduction...BE CREATIVE!!!

[THE END]

Thank You!

Oh...I have to thank everyone who take good care of me while I'm working in Hwang!!
Especially my dearest UNCLE!
He is sooo worried about me, oh I'm speachless about him not that kind of spechless is like I want to thank him soo much but I don noe wat to say...maybe only thank you!
Thank You so much my Uncle...you are my best uncle ever...I will pay u back in my future...I swear!!!

[THE END]